Wednesday 21 August 2013

Louisa Gray ...Love MUM

I cant believe im going to miss one of the most memorable days of all
The day my little girl goes to secondary school
The years have flown by yet its seemed like forever
I pray to god its not long now until we are back together

I wish i could tell you how my heart aches
I wish i could say sorry for all my mistakes
what i wouldn't do just to be by your side
But now its up to you to decide

I want you to know you are the apple of my eye
I will never forget the day i was forced to say goodbye
There is one thing you have to know
I LOVE YOU LOUISA and my heart has never let go

I hope one day to be able to explain
To be part of your life and hug you  again
No matter how long we are kept apart
I am your MUM and you are my heart

I miss you sweet heart i will be waiting xxxxx love always mum

Wednesday 14 August 2013

Dedicated to cinnie and linda

Two years ago my life was so empty
I could be with a hundred people yet feel so lonely
I had lost my way and all inspiration
My Torture the only company

Then at the very lowest time
i was searching for help on the net
i came across a wonderful art
that helped in my quest to forget

I felt a passion i had not felt before
I found a reason to carry on
i knew that if i could change my life 
id give others the will to be strong

Sometimes when i felt lonely id take comfort in my art
i wanted to give back to others who felt the same
i didnt want money or praise
just wanted someone to remember my name

Then as my days became brighter
and a future i could see
i met two amazing ladies
who have truly inspired me
Miss cinnie ash & mrs Linda Humphrey

By amy wilson 2nd JUNE 2013

Your his world..poem for the other woman

YOUR HIS WORLD.....POEM 4 THE OTHER WOMAN
I see the way he looks at you
with totally smitten eyes
i say hes still in love with you
which he totally denies

You have no idea how i wish he'd look at me that way
im a fool for thinking he was over you
because you gave him a daughter
the one thing i could not do

I know that you aren't in love with him
thats why he lives with me
I try to tell my self its not true
but i am avoiding the reality

You have no idea what its like
to watch  him watching you
it totally breaks my heart
to know with me hes making do

For twenty years ive loved him
more than youll ever know
he hardly even knew you
but he just wont let you go

Even when hes with me
i know your on his mind
he thinks i cant see it

but my love isnt blind.......Author Amy Wilson

MR BULLY ...Poem for ladies suffering abuse

MR BULLY ME POEM
He says im not independent
I hear “you are not able to cope alone”
I think... thats what i let you believe
I say “ ive lived for years on my own!”

He says i can't control my emotions
I hear “ you are too crazy for me!”
I think.... you aint seen nothing yet
I say “ i'd rather have feelings than be a zombie”

he says i eat too much junk food
I hear “your fat and ugly”
I think ….thats only because i'm unhappy
I say “what about all the sweets you eat or does the rule only apply to me”

He says i dont look after my health
I hear “you have let yourself go”
I think ….thats because im scared of what they may find
I say “ the nhs waiting list is long and the doctors are slow”

He thinks hes better than me
I know hes not
He thinks he has all the answers
Is that why he smokes so much pot?

I say hes a control freak
I know his problems keep him awake at night
I think he tries to convince himself Alls well
but the fact is...Its NOT &  He knows i'm Right

Written By Amy Wilson ©